Going back and rereading certain things I've posted, in hindsight, I can see that I was definitely battling my guilt monster. But I'm realizing it's not the same guilt monster, it has evolved, changed, morphed, mutated into something else. It's a lot more subtle and sneaky.
For example, this post, I talk about being judged by others about the way I choose to live my life and grieve, but I think in reality, I am judging myself, I am just projecting my own judgment onto other people. They are not even judging me. I'm judging myself and being angry because I think they are judging me.
Should my guilt monster be changed to judge monster?
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