April 8th

April 8th will be our three year wedding anniversary.  I don't know how I am going to feel.  It's on a Tuesday this year and it will be the day after I start the fourth quarter of school.  It will be the first day I start the after school class I took on for a little extra money.  I'm hoping the day will be so busy that I will barely even notice it.  I'm hoping that I won't be overcome with emotion and fall into a depression or have an anxiety attack.  This is one of the anniversaries I haven't planned for, probably because I don't know how I'm going to feel and if I'll even want to do something or if I'll want to just sit at home and be numb or cry or who knows what.